For You Only

Dear You,

ย Thanks for not pushing me. Thanks for not “checking up on me.” It’s true that I haven’t checked my email, opened my mail or answered the phone. This little blog has been my only real form of communication with the outside world. I’m in lockdown mode. I’ve rolled over and played dead because I am more own worst enemy right now. I am both the hawk and the squirrel right now.
Tomorrow I leave for New York City…the Bronx to be precise. I couldn’t be happier to get away from everything here. I feel the vomit of disgust rising and it’s best if I step back before I say something too vile. I want to explore every inch of the Bronx zoo. I want to be a kid again. I want to escape my world for just a little while.
To RT~ give your grouch the biggest hug in the world and tell him I love him…even if he likes a guy who sings like nails on a chalkboard and dances like a snake on crack. I am sorry for his loss.
To NM~ to say thank you for something I haven’t seen seems odd but bear with me. As they say, I am in transition.
To MI~ see you tomorrow. I’ll be the one wanting to pet the animals with a balloon tied to her wrist.
And to you, I know you mean well. I’m just not used to pushing; to be greedy when all I feel is gratitude. I’m not afraid, just don’t feel I need to be awarded.

love, me

5 thoughts on “For You Only”

  1. Well, have fun in NYC. ๐Ÿ™‚ No worries-give me your “thank you” once youve eventually checked out the stuff. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ™‚

    By the way-did someone mention “The Bronx”? How about this :

    Taken on our way back from MA to WV…! ๐Ÿ˜‰

  2. I will totally buy you a camel ride, if you want to. ๐Ÿ™‚

    we are going to have a super-amazing time. I absolutely LOVE the bronx zoo. I’m excited. ๐Ÿ˜€

  3. haha fine. but i don’t know if they have a petting zoo. Balloons..I bet they do have.

    call me when you get to the bronx(before lunch) so I can figure out what time I have to leave. See you soon.

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