Seasick


I want to say see you next year. I want to say maybe next time. I want to make promises I know I can’t keep. Life isn’t fair and Mother Nature is a cruel mistress. Next year my better half gets the call. I know what he will say. I know what he deserves to say. We aren’t going anywhere. It’s our turn to stay put. His family derves a merry christmas delivered on the right day, too.
I cannot make promises I shouldn’t keep. I cannot be unfair to my partner for life.
But, but, but. Know this – I was ready for you. I was ready to come back to you. For this first time in 15 years I was prepared to face all the haunts and hells of yesteryear. Just because it isn’t happening this year doesn’t mean I won’t be ready some other time. I will face you and I will win. Seasick or not, I will succeed.

8 thoughts on “Seasick”

  1. You are doing great! Proud of you!
    You will win! You already are!!!
    Have a Merry Christmas…

  2. You are welcome!
    I am having WP “issues” right now and can’t seem to sync things up. I am here ust not HERE!!! Gahhhh! Ha, sounds like me in real life too.
    How sad is that?
    Very…
    Anyway… let’s see if this works?

  3. It is supposed to hot link back to my page… it doesn’t 😦 click on dragonfly in the comment and it says I am no longer there.
    *Yes I AM DAMMIT* Said whilst jumping up and down quickly!!! Heee!

  4. On my blog surfer I have links to both your places so you can’t be missing or no longer there! 😉 Exactly where are you? LOL

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