Drumazing II

I found another drum beat I want to run to. Carlos Santana. Supernatural. Track Eight, especially. Migra is the best. Love It. We were driving to work. The sun was in my eyes so I had them closed. There, the in the self-induced dark I was introduced to something new to run to. I could feel exactly how it would work. The beat was exactly to my best tempo. I was running in my mind. I wish I had a way to extract Billy Johnson, Carter Beauford, Horatio Hernandez, Rodney Holmes, Greg Bissonette and Jimmy Keegan (and everyone on percussion) from the horns, vocals and other whatnots that only clog the mesmerizing sound.

JJJIn something unrelated to Santana but along the lines of drums, BubbleGum graced us with an almost 10 minute YouTube performance of ‘Gravity’ (from the tour that started last week in Florida). I know there are artists out there who hold onto their sound and won’t share it for the world and they have their reasons, but I admire the chance takers. It’s as if BG is saying, “sorry you couldn’t make it to the show, but here’s a little something…”, and it’s not a short tease of the song – it’s the whole d*mned thing. But, but, but what got me was J.J.J. on drums, hiding out in the back. I could care less about the sqealing guitar solo (you go, boy), J3 had it going on. He doesn’t sit in his seat and primly mark the beat. He flails around as if his life depends on it, smoking all the while. It cracks me up. So, check out the BubbleGum site. Wait for JM to do his grand finale guitar solo, take a moment to appreciate the talent, then look for J3 in the back. Drums. Gets me everytime. Seriously.

Inside Breath~ Day 25

child's poseI couldn’t find my shirt and didn’t want to practice topless. I didn’t think Now & Zen would appreciate it. So. So, I skipped class for the 3rd week in a row. I needed this class. I really, really needed this class. My solution was to try a little restorative yoga at home. My favorite instructor was right – what I was avoiding was exactly what I needed. It’s cold in my yoga “studio” so I wore a sweatshirt; a blessing in disguise. As I hung over in a standing forward bend the hood fell over my head and stayed. From then on, every pose was shrouded in private purple. It was bliss to stay in each pose for at least fuller minutes. There was darkness and warmth in my hood. I needed this. Child’s pose -> extended child’s pose -> star pose -> seated straddle forward bend -> seated forward bend (probably the most relaxing of all poses. I let my stomach and chest rest full weight on my legs and almost fell asleep) -> supine twist -> child’s pose to end.

Susan G. Komen

The Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation (Dallas, TX) has the coolest helpline phone number; one that I have never forgotten. “1-800 I’m Aware” Aware. Yes, I am.RibbonRed Sox

The letter arrived in Monday’s mail. I wasn’t solicited for a donation. I wasn’t asked to hang a plastic HowTo in my shower. I wasn’t even thanked for my donation for 2006 even though I give every year. Instead, the Susan G. Komen Foundation sparked my imagination. They sent me an info sheet on The Foundation’s signature event, the Komen Race for the Cure Series. Imagination led to inspiration and I went to their website; started scoping out a few doables, looking for lovely locations. Really, I think this is what I’ve needed. I’ve been hungry for another Something Good. Something More. If I play my cards right (and legs, haha)…

 This might, just might be it.

Look Revisited

Look

I ran again yesterday. Outside. Don’t ask me how cold it was because I’m really not sure. I do know that the wind brought tears to my eyes and spit froze at the corners of my mouth. At first I thought I was stupid for wearing just a sirsy sweatshirt and UnderArmor for heat but it worked out. My head should have held a hat, though. Sad, because I have one just for this sort of outdoor thing. I don’t know what made me do it, but when I stepped out the door I decided to revisit Look. I have a prejudice against the place just because I can remember the very instance I felt my knee twinge in that park. I can see the exact piece of parking lot where I felt the pain. Unbeknown to me, Look has become my nemesis. My theater of pain. To ward off the jinx I ran in the opposite loop I’m used to. It felt like cheating because duck pond hill was on the down this way. I told myself it was too cold to fool around with remorse.

Why is it that I used to be uncomfortable with the first ten of running; now it’s 20 minutes of I-want-To-Quit? I think I had to go two miles before I found happiness in my stride. “One. One, Two, Seven, Four.” The off-count made me giggle and that made things a little easier. BubbleGum to ease the pressure. ‘Vultures’ pushed me faster and the homeward stretch was easier. By the time I got home I had snot running down my beet-red face, but at least I made it out. And back. Thanks, JCM.

Bottom line: 3.6 in 35 minutes.

Essentials of Classic Italian Cooking

Hazan, Marcella. Essentials of Classic Italian Cooking. New York: Knopf, 1992.Essentials

I’ll admit it, I’ve never been big on expensive, take my whole paycheck cooking. While I love the authoritativeness of Hazan’s cookbook, I’m not turned on by the all-or-nothing dramatics. Take balsamic vinegar – it’s the champagne of Modena. Hazan says it’s “never inexpensive” and only sold in “perfume bottle” sized containers (p. 11). The attitude is absolutely nothing else will do. Modena or bust. Maybe so. I realize that champagne that comes from anywhere other than Champagne, France is a sparkling wine, but we still toast with the fraud and call it champagne. Same with balsamic vinegar. What we have in our pantry may not be the authentic born and raised Modena babe, but we still use it and we call it balsamic. It will do.
Aside from thinking I don’t have the right balsamic in my pantry, I loved reading through Essentials of Classic Italian Cooking. I enjoyed learning the classic names of techniques (battuto, soffritto & insaporire); I appreciated the education on pasta (it makes me want to make my own from scratch); I liked the conversational tone Hazan used throughout the entire book. The illustrations are beautiful and informative. My all-time favorite chapter is called, “At Table: the Italian Art of Eating” (p 649). It includes menus for elegant, classic, holiday, and rustic meals – just to name a few.

Book Lust Twist: From More Book Lust, Pearl says, “A whole category could be devoted to good books on Italian cooking, but the one you must read (and drool over, while thinking ahead to great meals) is Marcella Hazan’s Essentials of Classic Italian Cooking” (Book Lust, p.49). I think I’ll agree more when I get a bigger paycheck!

Top Not Chef, Definitely Loser

I would like to think I’m not one to brag about my cooking. You shouldn’t catch me saying something about making the best anything. If I have, I probably couldn’t stop eating whatever it was and maybe, probably, I was riding high on the ego of me, myself and I.
What I am is having fun. My Knight presented me with The Biggest Loser Cookbook (Alexander, Devin. Rodale, 2006) for Christmas and I can’t stop cooking from it. Since December I have made,
For breakfast:

  • Boston-Cream-Peanut-Butter Breakfast Banana Split (best breakfast so far)
  • Warm Pumpkin Pie Cream of Wheat (a little on the weird side)
  • Better Blueberry Pancakes (with Maine blueberries!)
  • Energizing Bacon & Egg Breakfast Burrito (I’ve made this a thousand times before the cookbook)

For Snacks:Cookbook

  • Thin & Crispy BBQ Chicken Pizza Snack Wedges
  • Gourmet Roast Beef Rollups
  • Erik’s Veggie Tuna Snack Wraps

For Lunch:

  • Almost Fast Food Burger
  • Creole Turkey Burger
  • Sexy Joes (as opposed to “sloppy”)
  • Chicken Cheese-Steak Wrap
  • BBQ Pork Sandwiches
  • Pork & Black Bean Verde Stew (kicked up)
  • Thai Ground-Chicken Salad

For Sides:

  • Dana’s Spinach & Feta Brown Rice
  • Melinda’s Holiday Spinach
  • Strength Builder’s Stuffed Mushrooms (really, really good)
  • Thai Ground-Chicken Salad (made with ground turkey -still excellent)

For Dinner:

  • Spicy Meatballs with Fiery Chili Sauce (not diablo enough for me)
  • New-Fashioned Meat Loaf (I’m a BBQ freak so I’d rather use that than ketchup but we stayed true to the recipe)
  • Rosemary Grilled London Broil
  • Sweet & Spicy Pork Tenderloin
  • Competitor’s Chicken Curry
  • New Orleans Rubbed Chicken with Apricot-Mustard Sauce (loved, loved, loved this!)
  • Lori’s Lean Lemon Chicken (excellent)
  • Southwestern Chicken Pileup
  • Heather’s Mexican Rollup
  • Muscling Up Meatballs (with includes a recipe for pasta and one for sauce)

For Dessert:

  • White Chocolate Strawberry Pie-lets
  • Lisa’s Frozen Gramwiches
  • Peanut Butter Oatmeal Cookies

Here’s the thing. Every recipe is fantastic. I have enjoyed making every single one. My biggest loser complaint? The so-called spicy meals don’t have enough heat. Okay, okay. Not everyone pours the Tabasco on almost everything they eat. Not everyone wants the chipotles in adobo sauce swimming in their stew…but I do. I like it hot, hot, hot.

This morning I made the blueberry pancakes (again). This time I warmed the maple syrup with allspice and cinnamon. I wanted to kick it with cayenne but…

What Would Have Been – For my husband

stupidI’m guilty of making a foofaraw about nothing. Well, it’s not exactly n o t h i n g, but who’s keeping score? I spent 40 minutes this morning unloading on my husband on the way into work. By the way, why do these things always happen in the car? I ranted & raved about someone less sane than me, myself & moi (imagine that).

I guess the bottom line is this (and, has always been this):
Pick your battles.
My sister said that once. It makes perfect sense. 
Kenny Rogers also said something about knowing when to walk away (or run). I would like to do one or the other, but I guess for now…I’ll hold my ground.

And. Keep my mouth shut.

No more foofaraw. Promise.

So You Say

mouthI like this word of mouth advertising; this Pass-It-On recommending. BubbleGum wrote a blog about giving up his “fourth spot” on MySoCalledSpace. What he meant was, “tell me the name of some unsigned band that I could showcase on my page.” The cool(er) thing is that once a band is chosen and is on his Space, that group stays there for a month. Not only that but a blog is written about them. Talk about advertising, recommending, and all that jazz! BubbleGum’s site gets hundreds and hundreds of hits a day and because HE said so, people are going to check out his January pick for unsigned music. Over a hundred people had commented on the blog. That’s over a hundred more people checking out this band’s sound. Brilliant. I say take advantage of It Boy’s status and popularity and send him the name of your favorite unsigned band or performer! Just in case you were wondering, I want to send him Rebecca’s name. She could use another hundred people checking out her sound. Seriously.

I found another Pass-It-On link on someone else’s blog. I’m a sucker for the friend of a friend recommendation. I looked and I looked. Everything was beautiful and IwantIwant worthy. I ooohed and ahhhed and occasionally said, “well, my birthday is coming up…” But, in the end I couldn’t make my brain follow my heart so I didn’t open my wallet.

But, keep those recommendations coming. I definitely like the “I know someone you could talk to” feel of life. I like the handshake of communication. The wedding was like that, too – if I didn’t know them before the shindig, I didn’t want them cooking, singing, officiating, baking, arranging flowers, anything. The tent guy was the only I didn’t know and he came recommended by my sister. That word of mouth, this-guy-is-good thing again.

American Association Society

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My Middle street received two nonprofit pleas yesterday. Only one was addressed to me, so that is the one I will write about…and it wasn’t actually a plea, per se.

I donated to the American Cancer Society during the last days of 2006. So, it was more of a thank you. If you have been reading me from before you will know what the C word means to me. I have nightmares about it, personal conversations with it. In the form of inky black smoke that curls around the organs, cancer invades limb and life and love. That chimney sweep commercial used to send shivers down my spine for that exact reason- black smoke puffing out from the actors as if the disease had overflowed their bodies into the air. Dead men talking.

The interesting thing about ACS is that they included a little blurb about leaving a lasting legacy: I can order a free copy of Dear Loved Ones and learn how to die. In my will I can include the statement, “I give, devise, and bequeath to the American Cancer Society. Inc., Tax ID —, for its general purposes all…of the rest, residue, and remainder of my estate…” What an interesting concept, to include a charity in a will. I’m already an organ donor, but there’s a way to do more.

Special recognition:
The American Heart Association asked for a donation yesterday. They sent along the RedACA Dress sticker and for the first time, ever I’m paying attention to what it means, even though it wasn’t addressed to me. On February 2nd (my birthday- how appropriate!) I should wear red to show my support and help raise awareness about women and cardiovascular disease.  Right on.

MS Walk

 MS

A good friend is doing a walk for multiple sclerosis. I *think* this is her second year doing this six mile walk. Last year she asked me donate, and I think I did…I know it took me a while to get the check to her. One of the first things they tell you in fund-raising is that your friends and family will be the last to donate. Well, not this year. I got my act together and went the internet way. No check is in the mail from me!

The MS Society uses the walk(s) as their biggest means of fundraising. In addition, the walk fosters education, support, advocacy and research (like the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Cancer Association…you get the picture).

To learn more about multiple sclerosis, go here.

To help my friend, Sarah, go here (with thanks).

Revolving Reads

bookI haven’t posted a book review in quite some time. Honestly, it’s because I haven’t finished a book since the bread cookbook. I’m reading four books at a time right now.

  • The Blue and the Gray : the story of the Civil War as told by participants / Edited by Henry Steele Commager .
  • Collected Fictions / Jorge Luis Borges; translated by Andrew Hurley.
  • Breathing Trouble, and other stories / Frederick Busch.
  • At War as Children / Kit Reed.

At War is a grade school book. I supposed I could sit with just that one and bang it out in a day, but I’d rather not. It’s a buffer between the heavier books. Breathing Trouble is a short book, only 190 pages, but I linger with it for the same reason. Blue and Gray and Borges’s book are heavier in the sense that they describe things that grab at my heart; that clutch my imagination in vise grip ways. I read them carefully, letting my brain chew through the words, digesting  the images slowly. In order to stay on track and finish both of these books on time I need to read between 20-30 pages a day. Today, being MLK Day, I hope he won’t mind if I honor him through reading the day away.

Shaving Time Off the 60

Time

Again, I didn’t want to lie around in corpse poses for an hour so, today’s yoga was a modified 60 minute Lee routine (Om Yoga Today, 2004). Modified because I didn’t want to practice calming breaths, alternating nostrils. I wanted to sit quietly for a few minutes, and then get to work, as they say. I didn’t want to spend too long in the poses that are foreign to my figure. Let’s face it, I’m not ready for hanging out in Warrior iii (balance issues), four limb (upper body strength issues), or wheel (back issues) for very long. I need to become reacquainted with flexibility, strength and confidence before I mingle too long with those poses.
I did enjoy the sequences of the warriors: power -> swan -> forward bend (into flat back) -> jump back to four limbs -> upward dog -> down dog -> warrior i -> warrior iii -> warrior i -> warrior ii -> side angle -> triangle -> warrior ii (etc etc). It was a smooth, flowing sequence that I can imagine looking very beautiful once I “master” iii and jumping back into perfect position for the next pose. I feel like I am constantly adjusting my feet and hands between poses. Squirmy.

Last night I did inversions again for 30 minutes and had the best and worst time. Best because I was balancing better. Worst because, just when I found my teeter totter center, something external would send me toppling. First, it was the phone. Then, it was the cat, crying at the door. But, I’m getting better at avoiding grubby footprints on the wall. That’s always a good thing.

Today’s practice involved a dabbling of inversions, too: forearm stand, headstand, shoulder stand & plow. Plow is probably my pet. I could stay there for hours. I love the stretch, I love the laziness of the posture. I only question the feet..or the toes. Flat on the floor or curled? Of course, Lee’s stick figures don’t even have feet. I’ll have to consult the bible.

Christmas Isn’t Over

RebeccaPreface: Last night I got a chance to give my friend her Christmas gift. A mandolin ornament for her tree…for next year. She was so gracious she said, “I’ll hang it up in my room now, because it’s perfect.” She always knows the right things to say to make me feel welcome. Welcome.
The gift she gave to me was her voice. Live for almost an hour and a recording for all eternity. I treasure both.

Live
I didn’t get a chance to write down the setlist. Even though I was careful to carry my Keys, Cellphone & Wallet (thank you very much), I forgot the pen and paper. No napkins to note on either. So, from memory:

  • Miss You
  • Rain
  • Better Day
  • Gin (dedicated to the Spencer clan)
  • You’re on Your Way Down
  • Wishing Well
  • Home (Cowboy Christmas)
  • For the Taking
  • Heaven Sent

I think that’s everything. I know that I didn’t put any of this in the right order – except Heaven Sent. It’s the only song Rebecca plays on mandolin. she was without her keyboard so no Uninvited Guest (I told her I’m ready to hear it), and no Breathe.
Kyle Spark played with her and I have to say this again, I love, love, love that bass! It’s a great addition to already amazing songs. And. And. And, when Kyle sings with Rebecca…magic. My favorite “duo” song is For the Taking. They just sound awesome together.
Even though the show was short I’m glad Rebecca & Kyle made the effort to come into town. I could listen to them sing for hours. Special thanks to A, S, & J for coming to the show (especially J after only getting four hours of sleep the night before. You freakin’ rock, boyfriend!)

CD
I haven’t listened to the cd all the way through yet. We did pop it into the car stereo for the 5 minute drive home and I can tell I’m going to love it. It’s a live show with Kyle! Yay! I couldn’t ask for a better Christmas gift. When she has copies for sale, all my friends better look out because I plan on buying you all one! That’s really an empty “threat” because I know you will love it.

Carpenter’s Boat Shop

Sometimes I think I walk through parts of my life with my eyes closed. I really didn’t consider all that the Carpenter’s Boat Shop does until the loss of Ruth. I guess it’s fair to say I take for granted that which has been in my life forever. Forever and a day. A constant presence is never questioned. Such is the case with the Carpenter’s Boat Shop in Pemaquid, Maine. I’ve known “the Boat Shop” every minute of my existence whether I was aware of it or not. Skiffs on the beach came from there. People from the island went there. An exchange as subtle as clouds in the sky. Taken as truth and never thought more about.

Imagine a life on the rocks, for whatever reason. Hopes dashed. Dreams in ruins. Desperate for a break. Hungry for a fresh start. Not knowing where to turn. The Carpenter’s Boat shop is that safe haven. No. Harbor. They use the metaphor of a harbor on their website. That’s a better way to describe what they do. The Boat Shop is a place where someone can go for guidance, security and redemption on many, many levels. Physically. Mentally. Spiritually. Especially the spiritual. In the process of healing, they teach a trade: woodworking. Boats, furniture. Repair on all levels.

Carpenters

Go, James, Go!

James BluntI contemplated adding this to my MSF blog, but decided against it. Mr. “Beautiful Blunt” (as they are calling him) deserves his own shout out. From the Warner Music Group:

“Perhaps Blunt’s proudest accomplishment, however, has been his work throughout the year raising funds for Doctors Without Borders/ Médecins Sans Frontières (MSF), the international medical humanitarian organization.  As of this writing, Blunt has raised an extraordinary $205,000 for DWB/MSF, whose life-saving work he first encountered while stationed with the British army in Kosovo, where he served as a reconnaissance officer with the NATO peacekeeping force.  One of his most powerful songs, “No Bravery,” was written in response to the genocide he had witnessed while in Kosovo.

The “Back To Bedlam World Tour” allowed Blunt the unique opportunity to both increase awareness and generate much-needed monies for Doctors Without Borders/MSF.  Beginning with this past spring’s headline tour, a personal, one-on-one aftershow meet-and-greet with James was auctioned after each and every show – one recent auction earned $8600 in a single night.  In November, Blunt played a sold-out DWB/MSF benefit concert at Los Angeles’ House of Blues, a high point of a seven-week, 35-city itinerary.”

To read the full article, go here.

Mr. Blunt also received five, count ’em, five Grammy nominations for his album Back to Bedlam. I’d like to thank my sister for getting me into Mr. Beautiful. Even though he’s a little whiney, I like his message. Back to good.

 ~ps~ For another melancholy type of guy, check out Gary Jules. I’m addicted to Mad World, thanks to Gears of War.