Death of the Ball Turret Gunner

JarrellJarrell, Randall. “The Death of the Ball Turret Gunner.” The Complete Poems.  New York: Farrar, Straus & Giroux, 1969. 144.

Randall Jarrell has a section in his Complete Poems just for gunners. While this poem is only five lines long, it packs a punch. Evoking images of motherhood and innocence, twisting to violence and death. It is a journey. The last line so disturbed me. Read for youself and see. For once I will not spoil it by spelling it out.
I will be honest, having never faced any war of a political nature, I looked up turret just to make sure it matched what my mind was seeing. It did. That didn’t make reading this emotional poem any easier.

BookLust Twist: From More book Lust’s chapter on Poetry Pleasers (p188).

The Blue and the Gray

CommagerCommager, Henry Steele, ed. The Blue and the Gray: From the Battle of Gettysburg to Appomattox.2nd ed. New York: Merridian, 1994.

I’ve never been overly excited by historical novels, especially ones that spit out fact upon arid fact. To say that I was not looking forward to reading Commanger’s Civil War book was an understatement. To my surprise, I am delighted with the reading. It is a delicious combination of letters, journals, diaries, newspaper reports and so forth. With all the first-hand accounting, it lends itself to a very voyeuristic snapshot of one of the most widely studied wars of our time. Rereading the Gettysburg Address didn’t make me feel like I was back in high school. I enjoyed discovering the origin of the speech. “David Wills asked Lincoln to make “a few appropriate remarks” and the result was the most memorable of all American addresses” (p.59). Wish I knew that in 7th grade.

Some of the more pondersome passages: “I could stand by and and see a man’s head taken off I believe – you get so used to it here” (Cornelia Hancock, nurse in Gettysburg p.187). Makes you think. “We called all hands and gave three cheers and a tiger!” (Captain George Hamilton Perkins, p. 212). What exactly is a tiger? All I could think was, “They’re Grrrreat”, the Tony-The-Tiger exclamation. Something to look up later.
PS~ In addition to being a fascinating read, Commager includes maps of significant battles, although they are hard to follow. Maybe because I have the paperback version? (Not the edition pictured here.) The images are cramped and  blurry.

BookLust Twist: From Book Lust (p. 58) under the category of “Civil War Nonfiction.”

At War as Children (w/ spoiler)

Reed, Kit. At War as Children; a novel. New York: Farrar, Straus & Co., 1964.kit reed

This is supposed to be a book for children. I’ve never read it, and it’s on the Book Lust list, so here I am.
Religion plays a big part in Reed’s novel, At War as Children. Told in the first person, Denny (Denise) tells the story of her only-child childhood. Her father is killed in World War II and as a teenager she is sent to a Catholic boarding school. I would have called this At War with Religion as Children because Denny struggles with religion throughout her entire formative years. As a child, she worries about going to hell for stealing a piece of candy. As a teenager her biggest fear is becoming a nun. Humorously, she prays to God she doesn’t become one, (yet in the end…she does). At one point she even baptises a childhood friend thinking he is dead. Overall, I can’t relate to the religious fears and constraints that Denny has throughout her life, but her general narrative is one of honesty and reality. When she says, “I make friends slowly, and I value them because I make them hard” (p.21), I know exactly what she is talking about. I operate the same way. My very best friends are the ones who have stuck by me for 20+ years. Another favorite line, “fall is the time of year when you want most to fly” (p. 191). I got married in September for that very reason.
At War as Children; a novel was a pleasure to read. In between reading The Blue and the Gray and Breathing Problems this was a breath of fresh air.

Book Lust Twist: From Book Lust, in chapter “My Own Private Dui”, Pearl says adults can feel “disappointed, betrayed, and embarrassed” by rereading certain books written for children (Book Lust p. 165). She goes on to describe At War as Children as a book that is better remembered than reread.