Dear You Day Two

dear kisa,

as predicted my night was hell. wind woke me up, worry kept me up. i watched too much tv and gave myself too much to think about. but we know all that. we talked and i gave you girly crap about not calling me before the game. don’t mind me. i’m just lonely.
today i read a lot of my montana wild-wild frontier book. i should be reading the pregnancy book but i can’t get into it. it interests me as much as stock car racing and stamp collecting.
i met RT at the mall. yes, the mall. not the best place to purge your worst week but i did it and was glad for it. she shares my WTF attitude and had a few choice words of her own. it made me laugh and it brought me one step closer to moving on. all the time in the world to make it better just got a little sooner, thanks to her.
later i caught a friend on the phone and talked for an hour. it would have been better to sit with coffee and let silences be comfortable but it was nice to just talk and not have tears on the verge of betraying me. i got to laugh a little, smile a little and worry about someone else for a little. i liked that. i wanted to describe the night sky. i’ll write about it for sure.
so fenway we are not. mountaintops rule your view. i’m still waiting on the burrito.
love,
me

4 thoughts on “Dear You Day Two”

  1. Actually – what better place to purge and leave all that crap behind than at the mall 😉 Thanks for talking, sharing and listening. I still am convinced that the ugly thing at YC looked like a crazy lumberjack koala … I think it’s time to get my eyes checked – HA!

  2. owl…koala…who’s keeping track? You were right about one thing – it looked crazy and I know just the person to buy it for! ahahahaaaa

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