But You Love Me Anyway

Rock Love
New love has quirks that are considered cute and lovable. Those things that a new lover says and does that are oh so different and revealing and disregarded. Those things are even adorable for a little while. Then, reality bites. Hard. There comes that time after the dust of desire has settled and new love matures into you and me, not one without the other. A given that you and me will be together. That’s when quirky becomes quite something else. Confusing. Contradicting. Infuriating. How we deal with these things that were once so lovable is a good indication of new loves maturity into real love. For me, adding up the quirks and realizing you are still with me is how I know you still love me. Regardless.

I was on the phone with a friend so I couldn’t quite comprehend the conversation occuring without me. I heard something about shoes. Something about a wallet. You were laughing. I knew you could only be discussing my quirks. With my friends no less. Some of whom have a whole wealth of stories on their own. I brought this on myself. I know I did.

It started innocently enough. It was last week. I was cooking curry turkey burgers and had somehow put the buns together wrong. Top with a top, bottom with a bottom. Still edible in my mind – just not pretty to look at. I’ve done it a hundred times before. You came down the stairs in time to hear me swear, in time to watch me try to flip bottom bun for a top. I turned to you and hissed through gritted teeth, “I will always leave my shoes in the middle of the floor. I will always misplace my keys. And. I will ALWAYS put the wrong halves of the buns together! So. You’ll just have to deal with it!” Instead of taking the bait. Instead of picking the fight I was wanting to have, you smiled at me and said gently, “I know something else you will always do.” Forgetting to be angry I dropped the fight and stopped dead. “What?” I wanted to know. “I’ll give you a hint” you replied as you proceded to close every cabinet door in the kitchen. What can I say? I was cooking like a fiend and didn’t have time to close cabinets!

I like tallying the quirks. I like seeing the oddities add up. The longer the list, the more I know you love me. Despite it all you love me anyway.
For the record:

  • I take my shoes off wherever and just leave them for kisa to trip over
  • I leave cups of half finished coffee in odd places, fully intending to finish them later (until they mold)
  • I lose my wallet, keys and/or phone on a regular, sometimes daily, basis
  • I leave cabinet doors open
  • I cannot put burgers together correctly
  • I hand material objects to random people and won’t remember it later
  • I have to cover restaurant food with a napkin when I’m finished
  • I cannot open resealable bags without somehow ruining the ziplock

To the love of my life. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for being my lover. Thank you for making me strive to be a better person. I may have my quirks but my life is perfect with you in it. Happy anniversary!

10 thoughts on “But You Love Me Anyway”

  1. As your friend of 24 years I can honestly say that to this day I still find it funny that you lose things so easily. I don’t think that I’ve ever found it infuriating. Never fail – it ALWAYS makes for a memorable story later! 🙂 So just keep up with your quirkiness girl, it’s all good. And a big “bravo” to kisa for never trying to change any of it.

  2. happy anniversary to you and kisa! you two inspire me and lead to believe there’s hope that someone will put up with all my quirky habits some day too 🙂 xoxoxo

  3. awww! thanks guys! Don’t you love this picture? It’s so us. Kisa’s showing off his wedding ring and I’m ready to hit him over the head with a rock! Just kidding – that’s our anniversary rock. 😉

    Roo~ I am lucky to have you in my life. Who else would have driven me back to the mall oh so many, many times?

    Bec~ There IS someone out there. Love happens.

    Sarah~ Thanks!

    Manda~ Definitely…but guess what? I left my phone at home…somewhere.

    Brian~ can’t wait to see you – need to get info on tix. Talk soon (as soon as I find my phone)…

  4. Happy Anniversary 🙂 Great picture! Enjoy your day!
    I hope the card arrived on time. Or even got there with the trouble we seem to have with the mail to each other.

  5. Time~ Have I got stories for you! Yes, your beautiful card arrived on time…in fact, it was our very first card! THANK YOU!!! xoxoxoxoxo

  6. I emailed you at your gmail address…you can email me back. I can also leave you another message at home, this time with my phone number…silly me, assuming you had it! 😉

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